sinking of me

new semester just begun and i,m not really into it....dunno why....maybe i really need some refreshment. everything keep falling wrongly today. people got crazy with their own lifestyle... assignment n task to do..

sometime studying like a misery thing to pass up. but everyone keep doin n doin .  nothing much to be complimented...  new term.. more killer subject to me but i guess not 4 everyone.. i'm not a fully study type person...some kind of part time study... no wonder why my result  every semester just at the middle tongue only...not fully in d stomach.

haha.... everything just messy at the end... i dunno why i'm saying this... maybe just a little bit tension with all d peers stuffs.. erm.... just hope d sky are not falling down n everyone r not failing on me.....
arghhhh...... everything creepy for this sort of time....
i dun really know what i'm goin to tell know... but just letting everything out from my head

arghhhh....  creepy crawly......

hanakimi

erm cite ni agak best la sebb just like a simple japan drama.... yg menarik nya die cite pasal story kt asrama pasal bdk sekolah.... everyone ptt  tgk la cite ni...agak sempoi...

random of 2009

 

down! down! down!

lately i feel extravagant down... i dont know why.. erm maybe bcoz of the result and the situation of my family.Being me myself in d big family bring too much different.Honestly my family are not supportive on me.I never ask them why but mayb that's the way my family act.

erm too much thing to say but dont know which to come 1st.  sorry to bother u'all with my selfishness.  by single day replacing hourly, i just feel sumkind of hustle bustle thing in my head.. i really need sum refreashment.  being with my friend is d best way. they r much supportive n know my condition well.  Thoroughly,this thing keep asking within my head why i'm keep doin d same thing that so much bother me...

maybe i need all the pangkor memories back bcoz that time i can feel the true me... sitting here just like a weird doll control by a puppet master. nothing different n no much freedom. at home n hostel just the same. the same hypocrite  me.  arrhhhhhh
everything nonsense .....too much lying to everyone

its okay ..maybe its just a beginning like my bestfriend said...erm no word to say more...i'm speechless

world cup group list

erm kali ni pasal world yg akan dtg pd next year... ingt lagi pasal world cup yg lepas masa tahun 2006 n time tuh aku stil form 5 kt mrsm taiping... masa tuh ingt lagi la aku dengan farizul kuar tgh2 malam p tgk bola dekat dengan blok akademik walaupun warden memang tak bagi... 1st siap nk elakkan pak guard lagi...

erm my team choice is germany.... dulu silap je yg germany xdpt menag world cup yg lepas n dapat dekat Italy lak... by the way, the next cooming world aku tetap akan sokong Germany sebb aku suke tgk Miroslav Klose maen dlm team tuh....kali ni Germany masuk team D skali dengan Australia,Ghana n Serbia... mmg harapan la Germany bley menang dlm team tuh... hopefully skali dpt menang world cup la... enjoy la the new coming world cup.

L to P

haha..gambar ni agak lama la aku rase... ni time aku nk amek lesen dulu...masa ni terjadik la 1 peristiwa yg agak merumitkan keadaan...

masa tuh aku nk test motor dengan JPJ..ak dpt jaket no 1 n aku kna duk depan skali...nervous gile aku rase masa nk stat tuh..

tapi masa aku nk stat tuh..tibe2 je JPJ suh aku turun n blah..die ckp yg nama aku takde dalam rekod die...erm..terpakse la aku blah mcm tuh je sambil menunggu nk test kereta lak beberapa minit lepas tuh...aduh 1 kerja lak kan...orng dh abes nervous nk start moto tuh bole lak die suh blah mcm tuh...pastu driving school tuh ckp yg JPJ silap masukkan rekod so nama aku ttinggal daripada list diorng...erm naseb baek driving school tuh yg bayar balik untuk test another week...

pastuh masa nk test dengan JPJ for kereta lak...aku dpt la JPJ perempuan...dari start kuar gate driving school n sampai la aku patah balik ending bende tuh sume...JPJ tuh xabes2 berleter...tak penat ke eh...masa tuh die ckp yg aku dh terkandas so aku bajet nk tnya la... tapi bile aku kuar kereta n aku tgk kertas tuh die tulis lulus...

so baik gak la JPJ tuh walopon kuat berleter...masak telinga beb nak abeskan sambil dengar leteran die tuh...erm... masa test kereta xde bende yg jadik sebab sume berjalan lancar...masa tuh dekat driving school tuh,sume orang takut nak bawak 1 kereta ni yg bernombor 18 sebb kereta tuh agak bengong sket....  last2 aku yg kna bawak kereta tuh untuk test litar bagi bukit,parking n tiga penjuru tuh...          .lahanat nye keta...

tapi naseb baek slamat je.... tula kete tuh nk tolong aku kowt....

1 litre of tears

erm kali ni aku nk cite pasal citer koera ni... tajuk die 1 litre of tears...ni cite yg paling sedih pernah aku tengok spanjang idup aku la...n ni la satu2nya cite yg menyebabkan aku menangis...kaloo tak caye cuba la tgk skali...sebelum aku tgk cite ni aku siap kutuk2 org je pasal apa nangis tgk cite ni...last2 jadik kt aku lak

cite ni based on true story pasal sorng perempuan nama die Aya. Dia ada 1 penyakit yg berkaitan dengan cereblum or mcm sakit saraf la dan sakit tuh,sepanjang berkembangnya teknologi..tak pernah ada penawar la....so sad...

nk djadikan cite die kenal dengan sorang lagi yg btul2 suke kat die nama die Haruto..... disebabkan sakit Aya ni...Aya makin lama xdpt nk stabilkn diri, makin takleh nk gerak n last skali sampai nk ckp tak kuar suara....

tapi family die mmg supportive pada saat sume org tak dpt nk terima die... kaloo korang nk tau lebih lagi pasal cite ni better tgk sendirik...aku abeskn masa cuti aku sem yg sebelum ni tgk cite ni...n ending cite ni perempuan tuh mati n ramai yg mengenang die...antara cite yang berkualiti lah pernah aku tgk sebb dpt wat aku nangis kan...

Prof Nawi

haha...tgk crude oil kt atas tuh tibe2 je aku teringat ky aku nye lecturer nama die Prof Nawi...ap yg menarik tentang die??? erm taktau la..... die nie ajar aku subjek introduction to petroleum engineering..... 1st time aku masuk kelas die mcm agak seram sbb time tuh die dh start marah2 orng..... the first sentence yang aku ingt pasal die adalah "U GIVE ME BULLSHIT I GIVE BULLSHIT"

aku rase sebb tu kowt ramai sangat budak2 tukar section masuk section lecturer laen...time kelas die aku mcm xpernah lewat la sebb takut kena halau...sebut pasal halau ni teringat dekat mamat somalia ni yg slalu je lambat masuk kelas...ade 1 ari tuh die lewat masuk kelas 5 minit n waktu tu trus dihalau keluar oleh prof Nawi siap die sepak kerusi lagi...erm.......

tgk batu kt atas tuh teringat lak esemen yg die suh wat lepas p mlawat lab geology.....duk kelas die ni 1 je yg xbest ,banyak sangat esemen die nk bagi tapi kena la buat on the time sbb kalu hntr lambt tuh taw2 la kemana esemen tuh akan berada...maybe tong sampah kowt..... by the way die ni kire mcm ok gak r sbb aku bley la tahan blaja dengan die sampai 1 sem....asal nye merana gak tapi dh malas nk tukar section kn...

p/s : moral of the story...baguih ad lecturer mcm ni sbb aku rajin sket buat keje